a collection of p5 aus i keep getting distracted halfway through writing

( akirann aladdin au )

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( akirann competitive dance show au )

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( crack genderbent time loop au )

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( AU where everything is the same except you get your whole team in the first week and have like 30 optional palaces )

things on my mind

• i was gonna replay p5 with a better understanding of how the game works and armed with #hot tips, but i forgot how fucking DEPRESSING it is so oi
• i was gonna do a 'year in review' thing but it basically goes:
  
  • started off the year pretty sure i wasn't gonna live to see my 23rd birthday one way or another
  • got the right medication, started trying to participate in a separate fandom (keyword: trying)
  • gave up tumblr and gave up on that fandom after an assortment of mental breakdowns (mid-year)
  • got on pfio, started to heal in the non-toxic atmosphere
  • got a good therapist, therapist guiding and expediting the healing
  • got into a fandom with a healthy kink meme, l o v e d  i t
  • made a few friends, love them too
  • the rest of the year was the last four making life worth living again, god bless
• my mom liked her gift!! :D
• i was actually kinda wavering on whether to go back to pfio at all, because i'm forever being told that social media is unhealthy and i think i've slowly been weaning off of it? addicted to high-speed tumblr, then falling into mid-speed pfio, now acclimating to glacial-speed dreamwidth... but there are people i miss and lives i wanna hear about on pfio, so i think i will go back once my two weeks are up :')
• i got SO MANY SOFT THINGS for christmas i am #living
  
  • two fuzzy throw blankets
  • fuzzy boots
  • fuzzy jacket
  • fuzzy pants
  • and a massive bottle of reeses pieces (not fuzzy but still excellent)
• mac&cheese was made from scratch today. it was delicious.
• one day i'm going to essay about why i love kim cesarion's music videos so much
• i feel very :3 right now
• ....how depressing is p4, i wonder?