Dec. 19th, 2018
thinking things
Dec. 19th, 2018 10:39 pm- my writing progress has once again turned into 'an au a day' with nothing even nearing completion
- i'm hoping that my plan to only count things i published to ao3 towards my gywo pledge will encourage me to finish a little more, but we'll see
- my social media addiction is... really fucking WEIRD. it's like i lose all momentum/motivation in everything once i cut whatever-my-drug-of-choice-is-now out. this happened when pfio was down, too. i don't actually feel bad, it's just that my ability to propel myself into doing anything is just... gone.
- awwww heck. i still need to write that ff7 secret santa thing, ugh
- all these writeups on gender and sex studies would be a whole lot more engaging and interesting if i couldn't hear the morality lecture/'you are a bad person for thinking this transphobic thing' lecture underneath them
- fooooood. gloooorious foooooooooood.
- if i can't write an essay on why a thing i love is Good (in the sense of funny/interesting/surprising/well-executed/etc), what's even the point?
- wrote 1.2k on my misadventures in fandom drama. got a reply. immediately remembered a fuckton more #wild stories to tell. why is this my life.
- panty & stocking with garterbelt is powerpuff girls on crack... and vigaria
- i just found out that it was made by gainax (you know, NGE, FLCL, gurren lagann, those guys) and suddenly everything makes sense
- i also just found out that a couple former gainax employees founded trigger, which not only did kill la kill, but little witch academia and darling in the franxx and my mind is blown
- and yet?? it makes so much sense
- i also just found out that a couple former gainax employees founded trigger, which not only did kill la kill, but little witch academia and darling in the franxx and my mind is blown
- i just found out that it was made by gainax (you know, NGE, FLCL, gurren lagann, those guys) and suddenly everything makes sense
- there's really a song called Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) and i think that's amazing
- i can't remember what i intended to do with this evening. i think it was 'take a nap.'
- i feel so awkward even thinking about chronicling my #writing woes here and that, more than anything, is what's making me want to go back to pfio
- it's not the 'woes' part that's awkward, it's that those woes come in disconnected oneliners that i'd really appreciate likes on but aren't really meant or phrased to be engaged with any deeper than that*—ergo, bad for a site with no likes, only comments
- *NB: i definitely don't mind them being engaged with more than that, but definitely kudos to you if you manage it
- i want something sweet. a food thing, i mean.
- was i supposed to reply to people?
- i'm very bitter about people skimping on their empathy for other real live human beings. very bitter.
- kitty! kitty chirps. my achchi's kitty is chirping and i love him
- my achchi makes very very very good food if you don't mind the flames of hell taking up permanent residence in your mouth (i do)
- ....christmas is soon. very soon. tf?