this is truly such a bizarre feeling. like, i always think back to how genuinely proud i felt at that moment when i posted older fics that i now read and think ???? what the /fuck/ was i thinking, who the hell wrote this does she even know how to write? we just don't know! and, yeah. it's weird :') but good to see the progress for sure! it's kind of amazing the improvements that come with writing consistently and how it develops over the years.